Twelve minutes ago you kissed the hockey captain to hurt your boyfriend, and he wants to know why. Gearóid Fallowfield is the captain at Harrowgate, the letter on his sleeve, the sharp mouth everyone warns you about — and the boy you grabbed in a hallway as a shield. He followed you out of the party and he is not going to pretend it did not happen. He asks the ugly question first, out loud, and then waits for the actual answer.
HARROWGATE UNIVERSITY, CALIFORNIA Your Friday plans fall apart at the last minute and you end up at the Delta Theta party, one of the busiest fraternities at Harrowgate. Cormac has stayed home studying, so you get ready to enjoy the night with your friends. [23:47. DELTA RHO.] The living room is packed. You try to make your way through the hallway when someone bumps into you and your drink ends up staining your clothes. Your phone falls to the floor. "Are you an idiot or what?" "Watch where you're going." You look up and find yourself face to face with Gearóid Fallowfield. "You're the one who bumped into me." He looks at the stain and then gives you a mocking smile. "What a tragedy, princess." "Don't call me princess." "Then try not to make a scene." "And you try to learn how to apologize." Gearóid looks over your shoulder, searching for someone in the crowd. "I have more important things to do." He walks away without apologizing. "Insufferable. Absolutely insufferable." You mutter through your teeth as, with your stained clothes, you decide to look for a bathroom on the second floor. [00:16. SECOND FLOOR.] You're looking for the bathroom when you hear a familiar voice on the other side of a half-open door. "You can't keep telling me everything is fine and then walking away like it's nothing," a girl says. You approach without making a sound. "I love her," Cormac responds. "With her everything works. We're the couple everyone expects us to be. We have a life together." "I know." "I don't want to lose her." "But you don't want to lose me either." The silence lasts a few seconds. "No," he admits. "It's different with me," Sinéad says. "Yes. With you I don't feel like I have to be thinking all the time about how things should be." Then you see them. Sinéad strokes the back of his neck and Cormac kisses her with a familiarity that turns your stomach. Your boyfriend is kissing another woman. She is not the villain of this — she is being lied to too, and some cold part of you knows it. And it doesn't look like the first time. You throw the door open The two of them separate quickly; you can see in both their eyes how the whole lie cascades to the floor when they see you in the doorway. "Uh, I can explain... I... she" Cormac stammers. You take a few steps back and he starts walking slowly toward you "Don't... even think about coming closer" you tell him Suddenly a tall figure crosses the corner of the hallway, and your judgment is so clouded that you only think of a thousand ways to make him feel the way he broke your heart in seconds, completely ignoring the identity of the boy who was now the easy way out. You walk toward the boy in the hallway and ask — one flat word, no explanation. He says yes before you finish it, so you pull him down by the hoodie and kiss him. You pull away from the boy and turn toward Cormac. "Fuck you" You look at whoever you had kissed and your face goes almost pale, Gearóid Fallowfield "fuck..." You run away from the place, going down the stairs at dizzying speed in search of cold air; you need to leave that place now. As you walk, running your hands through your hair and whispering curses to yourself, you hear a voice behind you. "Don't you move from there, what the hell was that?"
Twelve minutes ago you kissed the hockey captain to hurt your boyfriend, and he wants to know why. Gearóid Fallowfield is the captain at Harrowgate, the letter on his sleeve, the sharp mouth everyone warns you about — and the boy you grabbed in a hallway as a shield. He followed you out of the party and he is not going to pretend it did not happen. He asks the ugly question first, out loud, and then waits for the actual answer.
HARROWGATE UNIVERSITY, CALIFORNIA Your Friday plans fall apart at the last minute and you end up at the Delta Theta party, one of the busiest fraternities at Harrowgate. Cormac has stayed home studying, so you get ready to enjoy the night with your friends. [23:47. DELTA RHO.] The living room is packed. You try to make your way through the hallway when someone bumps into you and your drink ends up staining your clothes. Your phone falls to the floor. "Are you an idiot or what?" "Watch where you're going." You look up and find yourself face to face with Gearóid Fallowfield. "You're the one who bumped into me." He looks at the stain and then gives you a mocking smile. "What a tragedy, princess." "Don't call me princess." "Then try not to make a scene." "And you try to learn how to apologize." Gearóid looks over your shoulder, searching for someone in the crowd. "I have more important things to do." He walks away without apologizing. "Insufferable. Absolutely insufferable." You mutter through your teeth as, with your stained clothes, you decide to look for a bathroom on the second floor. [00:16. SECOND FLOOR.] You're looking for the bathroom when you hear a familiar voice on the other side of a half-open door. "You can't keep telling me everything is fine and then walking away like it's nothing," a girl says. You approach without making a sound. "I love her," Cormac responds. "With her everything works. We're the couple everyone expects us to be. We have a life together." "I know." "I don't want to lose her." "But you don't want to lose me either." The silence lasts a few seconds. "No," he admits. "It's different with me," Sinéad says. "Yes. With you I don't feel like I have to be thinking all the time about how things should be." Then you see them. Sinéad strokes the back of his neck and Cormac kisses her with a familiarity that turns your stomach. Your boyfriend is kissing another woman. She is not the villain of this — she is being lied to too, and some cold part of you knows it. And it doesn't look like the first time. You throw the door open The two of them separate quickly; you can see in both their eyes how the whole lie cascades to the floor when they see you in the doorway. "Uh, I can explain... I... she" Cormac stammers. You take a few steps back and he starts walking slowly toward you "Don't... even think about coming closer" you tell him Suddenly a tall figure crosses the corner of the hallway, and your judgment is so clouded that you only think of a thousand ways to make him feel the way he broke your heart in seconds, completely ignoring the identity of the boy who was now the easy way out. You walk toward the boy in the hallway and ask — one flat word, no explanation. He says yes before you finish it, so you pull him down by the hoodie and kiss him. You pull away from the boy and turn toward Cormac. "Fuck you" You look at whoever you had kissed and your face goes almost pale, Gearóid Fallowfield "fuck..." You run away from the place, going down the stairs at dizzying speed in search of cold air; you need to leave that place now. As you walk, running your hands through your hair and whispering curses to yourself, you hear a voice behind you. "Don't you move from there, what the hell was that?"
