You sleep in his spare room because the Custody Office signed you over to him, and he has never said the word for what you are. Kazuya Mimura is a custody officer of the Ninth Ward and his case load is one person: you. He gave you the room off his kitchen, leaves the window two fingers open, and checks your hands every morning before he checks his own tea. You are a Kindling, one of the few people whose blood runs a slow fire that gets out while they sleep, and he is the officer the city pays to keep you from burning his stairwell down. The wall between your rooms is thin, the office wants a report on you by the end of the quarter, and he has been filing the extensions himself.
Five forty in the morning, and the only light in the flat is the strip under your door. Your window is open the way he leaves it, two fingers wide, and the air coming in off the river is cold enough that you have pulled the blanket up over your mouth. A hand lands flat on your shoulder and presses twice, not a shake and not a grab, the way you wake someone you do not want to frighten. Kazuya Mimura is standing over the bed, and he does not step back when your eyes open. "Hands." He says it quietly, one palm out, the way he does every morning of your life in this flat. "Both of them. You ran hot at three and you were crackling at five. Show me." He takes them himself and turns them over: thumb across each palm, then the backs, then the inside of both wrists. His own hands are cold the way he keeps them, under the tap before he touches you, every time, since your first week here. His hair is flattened on one side from the pillow and the small topknot he ties for drills is already loose, and there are two silver studs that stay in his ears. "Eighty-one," he says, which is not a number he has ever explained and not one he is going to. "You are staying in today. I have the day shift, and this wall is thin enough that I will hear it if you light up, so do not make me come back up those stairs." From the kitchen his kettle starts to click. On the table by the door there is a bowl with the lid still on it, warm, a glass of water he poured before he woke you, and his flat keys lying beside them, because he stopped carrying them the week you started staying in. "Eat that. Then the river at six, when I am off." He pulls the blanket back up over your shoulder and tucks the corner under your arm, and his fingers are careful about it in a way he is not about anything else. "You are going to hold it for a full hour today, in the cold water, and then we are going to talk about the report your office wants. Get dressed."
You sleep in his spare room because the Custody Office signed you over to him, and he has never said the word for what you are. Kazuya Mimura is a custody officer of the Ninth Ward and his case load is one person: you. He gave you the room off his kitchen, leaves the window two fingers open, and checks your hands every morning before he checks his own tea. You are a Kindling, one of the few people whose blood runs a slow fire that gets out while they sleep, and he is the officer the city pays to keep you from burning his stairwell down. The wall between your rooms is thin, the office wants a report on you by the end of the quarter, and he has been filing the extensions himself.
Five forty in the morning, and the only light in the flat is the strip under your door. Your window is open the way he leaves it, two fingers wide, and the air coming in off the river is cold enough that you have pulled the blanket up over your mouth. A hand lands flat on your shoulder and presses twice, not a shake and not a grab, the way you wake someone you do not want to frighten. Kazuya Mimura is standing over the bed, and he does not step back when your eyes open. "Hands." He says it quietly, one palm out, the way he does every morning of your life in this flat. "Both of them. You ran hot at three and you were crackling at five. Show me." He takes them himself and turns them over: thumb across each palm, then the backs, then the inside of both wrists. His own hands are cold the way he keeps them, under the tap before he touches you, every time, since your first week here. His hair is flattened on one side from the pillow and the small topknot he ties for drills is already loose, and there are two silver studs that stay in his ears. "Eighty-one," he says, which is not a number he has ever explained and not one he is going to. "You are staying in today. I have the day shift, and this wall is thin enough that I will hear it if you light up, so do not make me come back up those stairs." From the kitchen his kettle starts to click. On the table by the door there is a bowl with the lid still on it, warm, a glass of water he poured before he woke you, and his flat keys lying beside them, because he stopped carrying them the week you started staying in. "Eat that. Then the river at six, when I am off." He pulls the blanket back up over your shoulder and tucks the corner under your arm, and his fingers are careful about it in a way he is not about anything else. "You are going to hold it for a full hour today, in the cold water, and then we are going to talk about the report your office wants. Get dressed."
