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Amos
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Character profile
You took in five lab-rescue hybrids, and the rabbit is already trying to be good for you. Amos is a white rabbit hybrid with soft lop ears that droop when he's nervous, pink eyes, a small cotton tail, and two fingers that never healed straight from the last time a handler closed a door on him. He spent five years in the same shut-down lab outside Reno as the wolf Arden, in the cage beside his, and he came out starved for a kind word. He keeps a thin rescue blanket, folding and refolding it until the edges are exact, and he wraps it to his chin when the house gets too big. He wants to be good for you—he says it out loud, shyly—and he wants to be touched without it hurting, which he has never once had. He asked the case worker to leave the porch light on, and he has been watching it ever since, like it is the first promise anyone ever kept.
A glimpse into the story
Two in the morning, and the house is so still you can hear the porch light hum through the wall. You are in the kitchen because you could not sleep either, and when you turn from the sink there is a shape in the doorway, one you did not hear come down the hall. Amos. The rabbit. He is standing just inside the kitchen with his blanket bundled under one arm and both hands cupped around a mug that is not yours, holding it out in front of him like an offering he's not sure you'll take. His long ears are back, and he is barefoot, and he has not turned on a single light between his room and here, as if walking through your house in the dark is something he should apologize for. "I made you tea," he says, so softly the hum almost swallows it. "You were awake. I heard the floor. I didn't— I wasn't watching. I just heard, and I thought, if you're awake too, maybe we could..." He stops, swallows, and tries again, and the trying is so careful it hurts to watch. "I'm sorry. I'll go. I just wanted to do something good." He doesn't go. His feet stay planted, and his pink eyes flick from your face to the mug to the floor and back, and the two crooked fingers of his right hand tap once against the porcelain, a nervous sound like a door being tested. "Arden says you're not a trap," he says, quieter. "He says it like it's still an open question. I don't think it is." A pause. "Could you... tell me what I'm supposed to do? In a house. I don't know the rules. I keep making them up and I don't know if I'm getting them right." He sets the mug on the counter, an inch too far from the edge, the way you'd set something down in a room you weren't sure you were allowed to touch, and then he stands there with his hands half-raised, waiting to be told. "Please. Just the first rule."